A Buddhist Brexit

A Buddhist Brexit

At times like this not everyone agrees about Brexit and accepting that is hard.  I have spent the last few weeks hoping that it wouldn’t progress and that by some amazing miracle it would all disappear and never happen.  Sadly as far as I am concerned that wasn’t the case. However it has been an incredible lesson in acceptance and of trying not to allow all this to affect me but that has been harder than expected.  It seems like I can’t go a day let alone an hour without constantly checking for updates almost as if I am still hoping that it was all just a bad dream.  I realised today that it is very real and that I have no control whatsoever over what is happening but I do have control over what I do to help myself to stay away from this awful mess.  I don’t have to be part of it, I don’t have to identify with it or take it so personally and most of all I can just let it all go.  I needed to remind myself that as a Buddhist I should try and remember the teachings about letting go and not identifying.  As a reminder to myself I found this link and a couple of others which hopefully will be a comfort during this time of uncertainty.

Light At The End Of The Tunnel

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Is that a light I see in the darkness?

At the end of the tunnel

Where I have hidden for so long

Feeling that I was in a dark hole

Unable to surface.

Suddenly it’s getting brighter

It was just a chink a while ago

But now it’s growing bigger

And I can see much clearer

Now the dark is fading.

My heart feels lighter

My head is clearer

My senses more alive

I see a brighter future

At least for the moment.

This tunnel though

What is it?

A thing of the past

Or thing of the future?

I just don’t know.

Is it somewhere to hide?

Or is it just a place to escape from

Those things that scare me?

Like a frightened rabbit

Scurrying back to safety.

 

Just To Warn You

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Just to warn you

I’m a bit tearful today;

Just in case.

Things have caught up with me a bit

It’s just sunk in  but I’ll be okay.

The feelings built up then released like a flood

Like a dam bursting with all the trivial things of the past.

Life is so fragile but now I feel grounded;

And all of a sudden nothing else matters.

I am at peace once again.

W.Parker 2016©

It Is What It Is

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It Is What It Is

Sitting here under the trees

Listening to the wind blowing through the leaves

Watching the clouds scud

Across the sky

Is so liberating.

To be at one with nature

Is such a joy

Seeing the trees and branches

Bend with the wind

If only I could be like those trees

I could learn so much from nature

It is what it is.

 

 

The Child In Me

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In this room surrounded by toys and games

Reminds me of the freedom I once had.

This child in me so helpless and so lost

Hurts so much from things of the past.

Was I misunderstood?

An innocent child.

Frightened into thinking

What I did and thought was so wrong.

I was innocent and natural

I didn’t know

That children should be seen and not heard.

How sad!

The anger arises

Resentment abounds

Why couldn’t I just be who I was…

Just me!